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Abysmal Thoughts

Why am I here?
I don’t care for this
You’re all pathetic
I’m done
Time after time
I’ve tried
Still I don’t understand
I stand alone disgusted
You’ve claimed I’m wrong again
I say you’re all tame and weak
Your desperate eyes
Speak your scripted mind
I can’t deny this
I seek relief from this misery
This torture ends
I can’t relate here
I cannot seem to leave this place
This torture ends
Resent aside
I cannot see guidance before me
There’s nothing left here for me
Nothing to believe in
I have strived all my life only to realise
This path that I’ve created
Through life was always tainted
With the blood of a suicide
I feel alive with this rope around my neck
Relieving
Achieving
This dream of leaving
All for one last breath
Why pray?
There cannot be
An afterlife
There will not be
Another time I crave
Why pray?
There cannot be
An afterlife
There will not be
Another time I crave
An end to this
Wasted time
This abandoned life
The day that my
Lifeless remains remain decomposing
Forgotten and left to decompress
No respect for this mess that I’ve left
Open your eyes!
See all this!
I seek no relief with this life now deceased
Please do not grieve
Why would I?

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