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Something You Despise

Whispers cut through silent air
Leaving the night without words to speak
Stuck in a trance like an undertow
Sweeping the ground right from under my feet
Holding hope to an empty cause
Feeding me more than I can stand
Now I'm just an empty box, whose lid has shut and fallen locked.

Functioning on my misery!
Only I can let it be!

Through this struggle the noise becomes a burden
and every breath feels so heavy
Dissipated, overhwlemed and defeated
Smitten with a guilty conviction
Searching for the answers when I know
I am diluting myself
These questions I have keep on building up
If I look real hard I'll find exactly what I need

What will become of me?
The monster of your dreams...
Label me something that you despise
Just because you do not understand
Each day I suffer I realize
My life is a fucking wreck
They've pushed me way too far this time
Please just listen when I say that I am

Functioning on my misery!
Only I can let it be!

Why can't they just stop judging me?
Fearing things they cannot comprehend
Descending into a hollow existence
Where nothing is what it seems
I'm holding hope to an empty cause
And look at what it's done to me

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