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Pushed BackThe punishing words of this realityShowing its way of cruelty What exists in my mind are the thoughts of a man that will find A truth in other peoples lies what do you mean when you say I'm not fit Why should this world give a shit I've waiting for a reason an answer for my cause 'Cause I only see my life as a flaw Push me back I'm just another Name in your book Fuck you Never did you believe You never believe in me Did you ever think or did you care Maybe my heart bleeds in your truth I didn't ask to be this way Just look in my eyes Did you ever try to see my soul It's tired of being alone Maybe it fights its will to believe That someone actually cares I punish myself for being this way Hurting myself just to face the pain yet I get up every morning just to face the day And it's turning more and more gray Many times I sat in my room crying alone Seeking the truth Of what the hell was wrong with me A mistake that came from the womb I wish there was a place where I did belong A place that could fill this void 'Cause my heart has bled enough in this world trying to fix what has become too broken Push me back I'm just another Name in your book Fuck you I am alone, see what this world has left me Another pain to tear my heart in two Maybe I was born to suffer Martyred for who I am Flogged by life and too tired to achieve Never did you believe You never believed in me |