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Maplewood

There's no time for things that I perceive as bringing out the worst in me
It's hard enough to get up off the ground
But I'm holding on to useless thoughts of a fight I wish I never fought

And now my back's against the wall
At least there's nowhere left to fall
Just the time it took to fix my lack of trust
I do all I can, but still it's not enough
Now I'm holding on to shed this ball and chain
I tried, but I'm still dragging dead weight

I'm lusting for the little things I love
I never learned with any self-control
'Cause I just couldn't bring myself to care
So many years I wasn't there
Now I'm living with no time to spare
My pattern overthinking [?] scares
'Cause I just couldn't bring myself to care
Myself to care

And now my back's against the wall
At least there's nowhere left to fall
Just the time it took to fix my lack of trust
I do all I can, but still it's not enough
Now I'm holding on to shed this ball and chain
I tried, but I'm still dragging dead weight

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