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Not EnoughI have chased this flameAnd been burned a thousand times (Left with smoke in my lungs) And I can't change my ways No matter how I try I'm not enough Between my heart and my head There lies a great divide In which my future's dead But now my past won't die My higher power said, love is where you left it Back in the home, where I should have left my wrists slit I'm always left behind, bipolar state of mind I bloom into the high, till all these memories collide Dead to rights, I've got the ache in spades I showed you all of my colors In every single fucking shade, yeah And I have chased this flame And been burned a thousand times (Left with smoke in my lungs) And I can't change my ways No matter how I try No, I'm not enough I was a sensational fiend Living a breakable dream I was talking to God And testing my faith I stoke the flame To try and find some grace My higher power said, love is where you left it Back in the home, where I should have left my wrists slit I'm always left behind, bipolar state of mind I bloom into the high, till all these memories collide And I have chased this flame And been burned a thousand times (Left with smoke in my lungs) And I can't change my ways No matter how I try No, I'm not enough So forget me when I'm gone 'Cause all that ever mattered Were these fucking songs I dance the thin line Between chaos and kindness What scum I was Hateful and mindless I have chased this flame And been burned a thousand times (Left with smoke in my lungs) And I can't change my ways No matter how I try (No matter how I try) And if there's anything that I have learned (I'm not enough) I am the one who loves to be burned (I'm not enough) I fetishize, self sabotage (Not enough) Shut your eyes, wait for applause And I have chased this flame And been burned a thousand times (Left with smoke in my lungs) And I can't change my ways No matter how I try No, I'm not enough |