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Times ChangeI learned a lot about myself over the last few yearsLike these shows I'm an asshole after a few beers It took so long for me to get my foot in the door Worked hard going on tour till we couldn't no more Drive around in a minivan sleepin' on the floor Then eventually you move up to a bus And everything is plush Then you become a lush You start to wanna fuss Fuck every girl you meet that has a crush Your head starts getting big you become a greedy pig Star studded diva talking like a little kid sayin Get me dis get me dat actin like a fuckin brat Like you don't know me what the fuck you think you're lookin at I feel embarrassed cause I'm sittin right and lookin back Drinkin jack heinekens and botans crooked hats Smoke hangin outta my mouth talking shit Obnoxious and cocky like nothing can stop me Took a while for me to finally figure this out I actually thought that I spit better than everyone else To all the people in the world that I treated like shit I'd like to pologize to them for bein' a dick Times change I know that I'm strange What's wrong with my brain I'm just trying to keep it together Asshole I was such an asshole That was in the past though I'm just trying to keep it together I tried staying grounded and some people found that I was down to earth it sounds worse than it was But I'm the first to admit that I'm the worst when I'm buzzed And it's unfortunate cause I was drunk for every show Was it fun? I'll never know I don't remember too much But I know I love what I do so ima never give up Anyways we all know life has it's peaks and valleys Tryna reach my second peak that's why I'm going back to Cali Cause I lost some momentum lifes different to me The way I see things changed quite significantly I'm trying to get right within I'm finally listening to me I'll hopefully become the person that I wish I could be Times change I know that I'm strange What's wrong with my brain I'm just trying to keep it together Asshole I was such an asshole That was in the past though I'm just trying to keep it together So what I'm saying is I've changed Couldn't stand being the same But it still seems I rub you the wrong way and you complain People come up in the club asking me questions If I don't have the right answers that's the lasting impression You don't understand man that's a lotta pressure They walk away hating if I don't make em feel special Look you can't get to know anybody in 5 min in the club Please don't tell me that I didn't show you love I'm just having a drink we can talk it's no hassle But if I don't look excited then guess who's the asshole Then you tell all your friends that madchild's conceited We ain't supportin him no more I guess that he don't need it I'm not evil people I treat everyone as equal I might've had a bad day and I'm just tryin to make a sequel You can have your opinion it's cool I'm not suffering But my fans and my friends and without them I'm nothing Times change I know that I'm strange What's wrong with my brain I'm just trying to keep it together Asshole I was such an asshole That was in the past though I'm just trying to keep it together |