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Just How I Feel, Pt. 1You will be there for the road aheadWhether you wanna be or not You don't wanna go out and break your neck But it might be the only move you got It's all you got You're not a martyr for burning yourself at the stake You're a fire starter learning nothing from your mistakes We make mistakes And I don't need to be told how you perceive my reality when I'm simply living in it So keep your propaganda to yourself I don't wanna hear someone else's words from you just because you once fell for it It's so selfish 'Cause loving someone is like having a... suitcase around your neck And every time you fall apart or fight you're throwing another brick in it And eventually it's too heavy for you to carry 'cause it weighs you down So you say "I'm sorry" which has no meaning, its just another sound to you And your patients might stop writing You might keep your victims quiet You're broken instead You will be there for the road ahead Whether you wanna be or not You don't wanna go out and break your neck But it might be the only move you got It's all you got I think I was rounding up when I said you had my full attention And I need you to like me because someday I might need your protection I feel like it's past life regression that makes me care so much But every day I strive to find another way to get through this stuff I bought a Buddy Holly fake book and thought I'd learn how to play guitar 'Cause I thought someday we'd make some sense of this and go far Like he said, "Look what happened, the money changed Kanye" But Kanye changed the money, and now we're all striving for a fame just to feel something And your patients might stop writing You might keep your victims quiet You're broken instead You will be there for the road ahead Whether you wanna be or not You don't wanna go out and break your neck But it might be the only move you got It's all you got (Brace yourself) As I was lying in bed I ran this conversation through my head and it ended very differently (For everyone) I guess at the end of the day the future (Who doesn't take you far) I wanna dictate looks nothing like reality (I wanna see you fail Erase your hell Your ego is only your friend When you are dead) |