<> page <Insurmountable (EP)> album page |
InsurmountableDefeated, accepting itSteeped in lethargy, inertia Piling on the loss, and bleeding more Nothing left to lose, when all is lost This journey drags on forever Methodically isolated I’ll remove myself from the herd Stronger alone, no, but free Free from judgement, free from limits Freed to explore the bottom To thoroughly search the depths Surveying and scanning the lower bounds Nowhere left to go but further down Once more alone, this worn out drama plays out once again A constant struggle across time searching for a direction Disease ridden pests flock in numbers, hoping to spectate As I climb this insurmountable obstacle None to rely on but me Abject waste that I am Rage rushes in but flushes out Hollow now, as the ache returns Never pleased Never comforted Never letting it out It’s not worth it Nothing can outweigh the pain of this failed existence Achieving does not rid me of this infection of guilt and shame Defiant to the end Bound and gagged trying to come out alive This pain fills Me like a well Boiling over Threatening to spill Facing a horrid climb These chains drag in the dirt Weighing down from birth Involuntary gauntlet I’d rather starve than to continue on living through this Sick of trying to ascend while hopelessly burdened Defiant to the end Bound and gagged trying to come out alive With facistic callous mandate I’m driven to ascertain The requirements for success In the eyes of countless beholders How I wish i could desert This nonstop reckless pushing for a clean solution There isn’t one Choosing to suffer rather than give in This climb will lead to our deaths We never will be truly happy ‘til its over And still we climb Choosing to suffer and to persist rather than give in Inch by inch I’ll climb, searching for solace, Searching for a handhold, hands bound all along This quest for peace is futile Arbitrarily designed How I wish i could desert This nonstop reckless pushing for a clean solution There isn’t one Choosing to suffer rather than give in This climb will lead to our deaths We never will be truly happy ‘til its over And still we climb Choosing to suffer and to persist rather than give in Once more alone, this worn out drama plays out once again A constant struggle across time searching for a direction Disease ridden pests flock in numbers, hoping to spectate As I climb this insurmountable obstacle |